Sometimes I wish I didn't have brains..or had a short term memory...at least then, I would have lesser things on my mind. Each and every minute, there's something gnawing at the back of my mind; pulling me deeper into the pool of misery every minute, every second.
I have stopped caring. There're some things I can never forget...some things that will keep hovering over me for a while. I know it's wrong to let that happen; it's stopping me from embracing my present and future. But, I am learning from my past. I can't let go, try as I might.
My life seems so meaningless. I don't know where I will be in the next 5 years..or what I want in the next 2 years. I look at people who have no aim in their life, people who think having your 'prince charming' by your side is what this entire life is about and shudder. I don't want to be one of them. I know my goal, but not the path. I know my wish, but not the cause. I want this, but I don't want that. I want you, but no compromises. I refuse to bend any rules. I want everything to go my way, or risk losing everything.
What is this? A Mid-Life Crisis???
I Shone at
1:24 PM
The Breeze
The Zenith
Amruta Joshi
True Scorpion
A Wannabe Rich Tai-Tai
Dip in Mass Comm
Currently a Management student (RMIT)
Ex-employee of SAFRA and Teledirect
