Friday, December 29, 2006
Back from the Fissure
So you thought you were done with my ranting on and on and my emotional tyrants...didn't you??So time to get up from your siesta cos am back to haunt you. I guess the time has come when I start writing poems. But then...literature doesn't flow in my viens, it only flows out when I'm depressed. So..can I safely say...life is pretty good now?
Hmmm..Ms Bollywood's going to graduate from her course in less than 3 mths time! Cheers!!!
Will I miss being a Mass Commer? Oh yea u bet!
I will miss being from the course that's 1st in everything!- 1st Film and Media school in Singapore
- Radioheatwave is the 1st campus radio
- Tribune is the 1st campus newspaper in Singapore
- Hype is the 1st campus magazine in Singapore!
- We're 1st 1st 1st 1st in dying also 1st!
(I don't know whether the tribune and hype points are true...but gotta be..I mean who else would come up with a magazine and newspaper, when there were no other media schools than us??)
I will miss seeing people's reaction when I tell them I am from Mass Comm (for as all mass commers may have heard this before...every1s rection is the same- "...Ohh I wanted to be in that course too!"
- "...w0w stress or not?"
- " .....So your English A1 huh?"
lol yea...i will surely miss that reaction
I will miss being from the 'most hottest' course in Singapore......Who says we need to re-vamp Mass Comm? We are good as it is...And to reinstate on that matter..., we as a team of Mass Commers taking PR came up with a strategy to re-vamp mass comm.
" Take the Challenge. Only The Worthy Survive!"
Indeed, only the worthy survive...with the never ending assignmenets, the amount of midnight oil you have to burn and the project infested holidays.....Ohh the agony!
I will miss having celebrities as my lecturersName me one other course which has ex-Radio Producers, Artistes ex and current, Advertising and Marketing gurus as their lecturers....
- Ziggy, for 1...no matter how much we hate him and his snide remarks..we appreciate him even more when it comes to our marketing grades!
- Jenny Loh, though I have been taught by her onli for a semester...she depicts the kinda woman I want to be.
- Vinod, haha now he is definitely one of the coolest lecturers Ngee Ann can have! As long as I am early for his classes!
- P Chan, Pat Wong, Ramani, miss all their remarks bout how to write good thesis and articles....the "WHere are your interviewees!" shouts! " All your articles MUST be timely!!!Where's the timeliness?" Ohh the number of times we journ students have heard the timeliness stuff!
- And Shan, his trademark: Makes sure he has something to say in Hindi...and the only lecturer who without a fail held discussions with me bout ind-pak relations and why politics in india is screwed up......(well as much as i agree..i don't want to admit!), and discussing about the good clubs/pubs....and his plans for the after poly life! well...he owes me, mabs and wan jun a entry in O Bar rite???
That reminds me guys if you're holding the Radio Heatwave invites to O bar...they expire on 31st...go Club Hop then!
I will miss seeing the line of differenceThat was what a friends always said to me...it's easy to spot a mass commer in NP...look for the cameras, the headsets, the recorders, or the 1d with the unique dressing...and that's your typical, bitchy mass commer.
Disclaimer: Not all Mass Commers fit the stereotype....but most do!
Right so these are someeee of the many points I will miss about being in Mass Comm....I still remember...when I was in Sec 3 and most people..classmates and teachers included said that Mass Comm is difficult to get in and survival is tough.....I am glad I made it...whether I will survive it I don't know....In the last semester now...I am a bit drained out of the vibrancy...I want a complete change...I am glad I was once a reputed Mass Commer...but now, it's time to find a different vent....
I Shone at
10:47 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
At Crossroads...Once Again....Sometimes I wish I didn't have brains..or had a short term memory...at least then, I would have lesser things on my mind. Each and every minute, there's something gnawing at the back of my mind; pulling me deeper into the pool of misery every minute, every second.
I have stopped caring. There're some things I can never forget...some things that will keep hovering over me for a while. I know it's wrong to let that happen; it's stopping me from embracing my present and future. But, I am learning from my past. I can't let go, try as I might.
My life seems so meaningless. I don't know where I will be in the next 5 years..or what I want in the next 2 years. I look at people who have no aim in their life, people who think having your 'prince charming' by your side is what this entire life is about and shudder. I don't want to be one of them. I know my goal, but not the path. I know my wish, but not the cause. I want this, but I don't want that. I want you, but no compromises. I refuse to bend any rules. I want everything to go my way, or risk losing everything.
What is this? A Mid-Life Crisis???
I Shone at
1:24 PM
