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Monday, September 04, 2006

Re-Enter: The Stalker...

I knew the time would come..when I would have to face him. I had to...today;virtual encounter.

So did my heart skip a bit when I saw him online? No
Did I feel excited/scared/avengeful? No

Today the realisation hit home that he means nothing to me. It's over, finished, kaput. I am surprised too on how I managed to escape from the spell. How did i feel such a small impact of his absence? That's cos it was not love. It was pure infactuation....

As much as I know about love, I have only loved 1 person in my life. How ironical it is that I keep denying my feelings for him. For how can I affirm them? There doesn't seem to be a future for us. Some say distance doesn't matter..some say it does and I'm got in the middle in an emotional turmoil.

Some say do everything for your love, some say never lose your self-repect...I agree with the latter...but does that certify you happiness in future? I guess I'll know the answer when Im 80. But I don't want to sit down then and say "if only..." I want to sort out my life now....but should I do it at the expense of my ego?

I Shone at
12:35 AM


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