Tuesday, August 22, 2006
The Stalker..........The warning bells go off in her head..everytime she reads his email or hears his voice......she knows..........She knows what's on his mind.
The wicked grin, the sweet words...he knows exactly how to manipulate her into thinking he belongs to her.
But no more, she promises.It has to end....not someday but today; NOW. How.......? She ponders. He will not let her brush him off just like that...She knows him too well for that.
Just this once...she has to meet him, to see him after this long spell for the very last time, she has to be brave and end things face-2-face. Will it be the last time..or will things go back to the way they were? She will never know what the future holds for her for in her life he is THE STALKER....
I Shone at
2:01 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Learning to be Gracious
In just a matter of 6 mths all of us will graduate...and isn't it ironical..we say we miss school, but how much of it do we know?? My knowledge of school is limited to where the Mass Conm lectures/tutorials are held, library, atrium, canteen 1,2,3,galileo cafe, and sadly that's it...I dunno anything about the Sports Complex side..what lies behind the swimming pool, where's canteen 4,5..where's School of engineering and Life Sciences...Wow am graduationg without even knowing the whole school haha...Anyways..forget school for the next 2 mths...let's have a blast till the next sem starts...cos we all know it's gonna be StressFUL...
I miss work terribly for now. The end of internship has brought a whole new turmoil of questions. It feels as though I am on a long MC. For now it feels weird to wake up at 12, 1 pm...hmmm am I making anyone jealous here? Considering that most Ngee Ann(ians) are having there exams now....hahah.. Okies guys I feel good!
Talking about feeling good...that day, we went to get a sun tan..lol but guess wat day we chose??? It was National Day!!! The beach was super crowded! And everywhere around us there were people with cameras..some who wanted to take photos with us/of us. Gosh! so irritating! In fact, I learnt I am very blunt when it comes to guys...When some1 asks me:
Can I dance with you?
My reply: "NO"
Can I take a pic with you?
My reply: "NO"
So I take it guys feel hurt if I reply them in a abrupt manner..so I have taken a vow to be nicer...kinder...Following are my modified replies:
Can I dance with you?
My reply: You're so cute that I can't feel my feet on the ground! Maybe when they are back??
Can I take a pic with you?
My reply: I am missing 3 teeth!
Man this sounds dumb!!!Who says that??!!! Well...y can't i b dumbly honest......"NO" c better no questions asked! But some guys do have the cheek to ask " Y not!".. Oh well...am sure you don't want me to tell you y not!
If you have better answers...enlighten me..Ms Bollywood's going to be nice now...ughhhhh :(
I Shone at
11:34 PM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Pull Me Out Of This...Sometimes I just don't get what games I am playing...I talk to you, laugh to you, joke with you as though nothing is wrong...but how do I erase that feeling of uneasiness in me...How do I tell myself that whateva I read is not true....4 it is....What makes it worse? You keep making promises upon promises and as both of us know it..promises that will never materialise....Tired, I am of leading such a life...of letting you play with my feelings...BUT I HAVE NO ESCAPESomebody, Anybody pull me out of this state....
I Shone at
10:46 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Back In Action!!!
Wow! It's almost a month since I last blogged! Sorry fans....but Ms Bollywood's back!!!So chill..And chilling is what I will be doing soon too....considering only 4 working days are left! It's been a wonderful ride, immeasurable experience, tirade of emotions and feelings for the past 5 months....I find it impossible to believe 5 months have passed...it surely doesn't feel like it...!
Sometimes, I wanted internship to end soon as I missed my kakis back in school...@ other times...I liked working and learning new things every day....Now with only four more days to go..I feel extremely depressed...I will miss working in Asia PR Werkz...I will miss the Mr. Teh Tarik with his yummy hot teh and cold iced teas which kept me company throughout the afternoons when I had to battle with tiredness....I will miss the yummy porridge in China Square....and of course I will miss wearing formal clothes..Soon, it'll be back to denims and cardigans...But, most of all I will miss Raffles Place....isn't it the best place to work???I just love that area..an influx of offices, food courts, shopping centres, pubs and the river by the side...according to me 1 of the best business districts....
To top it all...Ella ia attached to the BIG 4 in Cross Street..just 2 lanes away from my office! If only we had our internship in the same semester! We'd have had a ball!man....That's sad....I don't believe the bad luck...
Back at school...it's going to be a tough semester..better to rest well during the hols...All the electives I've chosen are pretty tough..I wanted PR, Advertising and Marketing..but after being told by a lot of people that it's a killer combination I dropped Marketing...I just couldn't bear to drop PR. Oh well...at least while working I got atleast 7 hours of sleep. Once school starts it'll be back to 1-3 hours of sleep or no sleep at all...Man....Mass Comm's getting tougher year by year...As they say...you gotta be in Mass Comm to know Mass Comm..It seems like a cool course only until you start practising it...Phew!
Oops..and let me tell you about the clubbing scene...Ella and I went to Clarke Quay yesterday and nce again ended up in MOS...we keep ending up in the same place time and again....And we saw Shan there! For those of you who don't remember or don't know him he is Mass Comm's Web Design teacher...Hip and Happening teachers we have I must say...They were going to Attica...but Attica was super crowded man...oh well am saying this??? Isn't MOS the most crowded club you have seen!! Oh and I know that cute bouncer's name!!! His name is Avinash Rai haha...Well other than him there doesn't seem to be anyone good there....:( Time to go club hopping!!!) That's a call for Wan jun and Mabs!lol
I Shone at
4:16 PM
