Guess i'm getting old nowdays...once there was a time when I used to think 6 hrs of sleep is a real treasure...getting 4 hrs of sleep was a norm just last semester..I even recall the numerous times I have stayed up the whole nite...may it be at home, at fren's plce or at Macdonald's and still manage to look presentable the next day...de facto i used to feel fresher on the days i stayed up e whole nite..
and today....i need 8 hrs of sleep, 5 glasses of water, and 1 hr of reading. Well let's not say old, let's say healthier...:)talking about the old thing, on that note just e other day my colleague and i were talking about the rising number of failed marriages...
let's forget the tax rebates, maternity leaves and all e legal things associated with it. Let's talk SENTIMENTS.
These people who go thru divorce must either b very strong or very distraught. Strong bcos it's difficult to forget so many things that the package named 'marriage' brings..one has got to be strong to go thru such a big ordeal...Living in this world as little as I have lived, i feel that emotional pain can kill a person. I have had my fair share of sorrows and grief. Though, I get up and walk thru it stronger than before, when I think back to my recovery period, i shudder in horror....I'd just die if i were to live my life in painful memories of an obnoxious person.
I tremble with memories everytime I come across painful memories..E burried sentiments are then awakened. So difficult it is to 4get small things like the 1st movie u watched, the first time u met, some lingos which onli the 2 of u noe...but difficult as it is, it has to b overcome...cos e meaning of life is derived 4m the word living and living means..memories,grief,happiness..and the ultimate..death.....All ard me ppl of our gen get into relationships, fall out..some of them u consider to b ideal couples and then they get cheated too...making u sit down and wonder wat is the perfect relationship..the rite gf, the rite bf....
Yea i noe it sounds like preaching..but guys really spare a thout 4 ur spouse/gf/bf/husband/wife b4 taking any drastic measures cos not all the time r ur sentiments are mirrored by others and vice versa...
Lastly, nvr fall in love with these ppl:
1) People who don't like you (wat's e point if they dun even like u)
2) People leadin the wrong life (drug addicts, terrorists, etc)
3) People who love u but don't noe how to show it (face it, u can't ever noe wat the other person is thinking until he/she says it out...try speaking ur heart out..u'll be surprised how alike the other person is to u)
I Shone at
1:11 AM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
today, i thout i wld drop in to say 'hi' to my hair dresser back in bby. but i just couldn't. those of you who saw 4m october-december 2005 know y. she made a big fool outta me! my hair was in it's worst state possible. to give u a minimal xample, it was bright red as in carrot red with banana yellow! that too not in streaks but only the upper crown...so yea u can imagine what it was like...i looked like a golden orange monkey! oh and she also curled my hair so it was disastrous.....
but thanks to kelly..umm is dat her name??my hair is much much much better....after xclaimin "wat in the world possessed u to do that!" , she set off to work...1st by straightening it, then i have no idea wat she did but now the colour is much mild and has e effect that i initially wanted....kudos to u kelly!
and now i shall nvr get nething done to my hair in bby esp in a parlour i hav nvr bn to!had enuff of it!!!well 4 those of u who don't noe, u can actually sue ur hairdresser here if they mess up with ur hair. dat too as bad hair puts u under mental stress which is oh so true!!!ask ppl who noe it by experience!
I Shone at
10:39 PM
Thus far.....
I have had enuff of my share of depression thus far...1st a bf who loved springing surprises,then a nasty brkup,now a feeling of homesickness.....am sick of living.....
My brother went to bombay today..so much 4 wanting to spend quality time with him...and i wasn't even informed he's leaving....there u go another surprise...i onli found out yesterday..have i been so elusive lately??? I don't even feel like meeting any1
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12:28 AM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
SHE....
She walks alone, not knowing where the path will lead
She thinks about him all the time, sees him in her 'dreams' (nightmares) She thinks he is her best friend, too naive to ask questions.
Socialising is what she wants, but no one wants to talk.
She pastes a fake smile on her face till her cheeks ache.
The world is running fast, too fast for her huge feet to lift up.
She knows nuts about dressing, e poor kid has never been spotted by anyone.
She's liked by some, hated by most, loathed by Amruta.
She's just a wannabe Amruta.
I Shone at
3:06 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
hey guys wats up???! had a nice but tiring wkend. Had 'puja' @ my place on saturday, which is of course a gd deed. However, one thing that I just can't get accustomed to is believing in just one God...every1 ws gathered there to pray to 1 particular God..so yea it's gd, their wish..but whom i want to believe is my wish but apparently, they didn't think so and kept on preaching to me, which i found a bit agitating. i mean isn't it better that i have faith in God as in all e Gods rather than just 1??
aft prayers I went to Sharm's place 4 a sleepover..we had a rocking time..ella, sharm and i cooked mexican food!yes dats e 3 lazy bones in the kitchen..it is a veri rare and treasured site by e way guys..we messed up e whole kitchen..sth went wron with sharm's casadina so we made her sister eat it who kindly shoved it in our face again haha, but apparently her dad liked it and ate it..hmmm can't say cos of the taste but as we say "it was showered with love and care" well but the 1 she made 4 me ws yummy...slurrpps!
since ella veri kindly bestowed the title of'domestic housewife' on me i ended up making the filling 4 fajita...now i'm realli scared of oil..so i stand very far 4m e stove and take a long spatula and stir it which in a way looks unglam..and then i thank god e camera wasn't within their reach to capture my '1 minute of unglamness' ahah..well so i veri kindly asked ella to cont wit the glam way of cookin, like aft all i'm e onli 1 amongst e 3 who noes how to cook!uh huh! jus dat it's not my forte...c an xcuse 4 everythin....
Aft cooking came DESERT TIME...on e menu??? BEN & JERRY'S Cookies and cookie dough ice-cream!!!!yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *licks lips*this turned us into children as we went on a hunt 4 cookie dough...to c who gets the most...this prompted ella to check her weight...no bad e same, sharm..e same...amruta??? unxpected!!!!i'm officially underweight ppl..i dunno how it happend but i've lost at least 5 kgs!!!dat is extremely scary..gosh i must eat up..on which note i ate Haagen das cookies ice-cream today..:) c fast action :))
we had a drinking competition...as xpected sharm and i put down e bottles aft takin just 3 sips but ms princess contd until she had finished atleast 3/4 of her beer..wow way to go gal..while sharm and i kept up 4 another hr.
time 2 watch videos: The Dummy and Dude Where's My Car
Scene1: Open place The Dummy disc 1 inside the DVD
Sharm:these ppl r lucki, they don't need to worry bout colour combination since it appears black and white.
Amruta: yea unlike nowadays
Ella: the movie is boring let's chng it..i hate B&W movies
Scene2: Place Dude Where's....Car disc 1 in the DVD.
Amruta: Ahh this looks better.. Ella: yea but y is it B&W?? Sharm: ya it isn't supposed to b....sux sth wron's wit the DVD player!!!!
aft which e DVD palyer went thru thourough inspection and abuse..but havin nthg to do we cont watchin e no colour combo movie until i fell asleep ..aft which i dunno wat happened...
I Shone at
10:38 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Life is good, time is good, I'm good..Eventful week it was: to learn and earn..haha nvr miss out the earning part. by the way do u noe how tedious our life has bcome cos of all these image 'beautifiers' like photoshop???Every1 expects to c non- pixelated, sharp, flawless images:a photoshopper's nitemare that is.(none of my photos r photoshopped *grins*)ok dat was a random thout jus a bit irritated with photoshop cos it has a mind of its own and does things you ddin't command it to do!
nthg much goin on at work..jus e ususual;2day being friday i decided 2 finish all e pending work, after which my desk looked much cleaner...then i met wan jun 4 dinner..ok dats it wj am not goin out with u 4m now....dat gal walks boldly into pastamania when it has bn written:PLEASE WAIT TO B SEATED hahah and then she calls mabel totally i repeat totally ignoring me and makes plan 4 clubbin..dats it wj it's dcided I'm not comin 2 Zouk i shall go 4 e bollywood nite...hmmmpfff!And ya i reiterate it haha BEST DRESS COMPETITION????hmmmm okies ya u shall win it and i'll try to make it ahah..mayb i'll win it then aft all. i so wana go clubbing miss it sooo much!!!hahah
omg so many things happenin next wk...e best part is all u lazy bones shall start goin to poly again! ahhaha *wicked grin*ok wait that is next next wk...
oh am hopeless my thouts r all over e place...i need a secretary man...but then again it's my censored diary i can write wateva i want to rite??it's called e writer's right and reader's freedom... i wanna go ice-skating...ok bye
I Shone at
12:24 AM
Monday, April 03, 2006
Whoo am zonked out!!!Came back 4m M'sia yesterday...was very tired. Had a nice time though..slept throughout the journey, then another 12 hrs at nite wow didn't noe i possessed dat much of...ahhh sleep??
We went to the 4D theatre in Cowboy Town..and well by the time i came out i was freaked out..after having been sprayed water, poked on my back thru some unknown forces!And wat was worse??I felt like there were rats scurrying ard my feet...ewwwww ask me y???1 of their special effects...Thanks to dat special effect,I kept having hallucinations and I jumped up 4m my seat atleast 2 times while having dinner and claimed there was a cat underneath....ya so.. u may guessed..i was e recipent of laughter from many ppl in the restaurant :(...and the waiter who had e guts to grin widely the receiver of my hard stare.
Today, at work was a long day..a very tiring day. Loads of things to do. Tomorrow will be just as bad..I've a lot of things left to do....Ms Boss was very angry today...screaming at some1 on the phone...so every1 had their lips zipped..i of course not to fall behind hid behind the computer...was a bit scared to face her..haha well at e end of the day every1 was glad they weren't on the other end of the line...haha okies cya ppl have fun 4 e rest of ur hols :) god bless
I Shone at
10:26 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Ah by my own efforts the video is up!!!if it's lame dun leav a comment...if it's gd then do ahhaha e lame stupid us in between lectures :)
I Shone at
12:21 AM
I Shone at
12:21 AM
It's bn a helluva week...This year has bn pretty good for me so far (touch wood). I wanted 2 enter the PR field by joinin a PR firm rather than a PR dept.And i got just dat...It's a huge chng..and no matter how much we deny it, at the end of this intern...most of us will look at e world in a diff way..
Firstly, it's gd to noe there's some1 lookin out for deadlines...it's not u anymore..it's e Big Boss...and that all efforts tht u put in will be rewarded..and slackers sacked. Always knew Press Conf if u play ur cards correctly is good and effective but never realli SAW it..but last wednesday, when i attended 1, i knew y they say.. media is a PR practioneer's best fren.Jus attend a few events or PCs and there u go every1 in media is in ur contact list...but of course things dun end there...sweet talk follows...:)
It's bn 1 of e busiest and most healthiest wk of my life aft ages. I nvr knew my brain was capable of processin enuff info jus 15 mins b4 a meeting, ive bn so tired dat i sleep by 11.30 which is gd, and many others bored to write now.
Met up with Wan jun and Brina today...had fun fun fun..it was sooo nice to c em...we are soo bitchily bimbotic ppl ahah...with stops in every shop and comments on every person....Wan jun!!!!I want that gold pumps from PAzzion!!! but it damn exp!!! but it's die-for kinda shoes and i shall buy it soon..:) oh and wan jun keeps beating and pushing me and Brina...:(i wan to learn karate jus 4 her man...lol okies am kiddin like all of u noe....we took these :>>
I Shone at
12:21 AM
The Breeze
The Zenith
Amruta Joshi
True Scorpion
A Wannabe Rich Tai-Tai
Dip in Mass Comm
Currently a Management student (RMIT)
Ex-employee of SAFRA and Teledirect
mn exp!!! but it's die-for kinda shoes and i shall buy it soon..:) oh and wan jun keeps beating and pushing me and Brina...:(i wan to learn karate jus 4 her man...lol okies am kiddin like
