Hmm..video can't b viewed..Mr. Slut who thout of a name for me (Amzay) when he was drunk suggests sth else..lets try...:>
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11:24 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Internship starts bringing with it new challenges, new ppl, new environment, more seriousness, more work..no poly for 6 mths taking away with it the boring lectures, the long brks, the sleepless nites, the coffee brks, the act cool atttitude and most importantly your frens...i'm going to miss hanging out with my kakis...my lovable, adorable frens with whom i share the most memorable timezzz..
i'll miss hanging out with u guys...I will miss - bitching about u-noe-who(our least favourite, noe-it-all person) - planning where to go 4 lunch 3 hrs b4 our brk - our shopping sprees - callin 1 another to find out how far 4m poly we are in order to dcide whether we r late enuff 2 take a cab haha - slacking after classes and chit chatting - being scolded by lecturers 4 talking loudly accdg to wan jun and felicia, brina and i are xperts at it - pouring out my grief to u all - complainin about any1 n every1
4 the times we shared:) tis is a video of us takin during 1 of our tutorials jus acting lame/bimbotic wadeva u call it ....but dats jus us..:)
so e day has come...i sit in solemn silence thinking of wat tomorrow holds...not looking forward to it 4 a veri stupid reason..i hate to b clad in formal clothes 24/7 ..so i've taken decisions in my own hands..smart casual clothes it has to be..
some1(unnamed) went off sailing today for a yr!!!..2 say am delighted wld b an understatement, i'm on the 9th cloud....it's like when a person is close to u, you keep hoping 4 something, keep having xpectations...waitin 4 a miracle to occur and things to fall in place again so dat u can embark on the journey dat u set out on together.....however when the person is far: uncontactable, unreachable...u noe it's OVER then u don't call it heart break u call it destiny, fate..to meet new ppl and hav ample time to get over that person if u havn't already done so....Then u call out Goodbye My Lover and move on :) 4 life is too beautiful to b wasted on some1 whose feelings does not reciprocate urs...
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8:41 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
i'm damn *&%$&% pissed off todAy!!!just got my results...passed all, neither kicked out of course nor withdrawn from attachment....but my grades hav nvr bn so horrible! nvr hav i felt so depressed even aft passin dat 2 when i've bn so apprehensive about it.....but my grades r not dat gd at least not as gd as i'd 've liked..... $^&%*&^
if onli we had done well in our grp projects...my results wldn't hav bn such an eyesore...arrrrrrrhgggggggg..but no point complianin..it's jus sad dat our efforts were not matched by others....nways shall b happy in e fact dat i made it thru...and let's do better in e final yr 4 dats e most impt...
at least my parents are understandin and as my dad said 2day learn ur lesson and move on don't blive in everythin and every1.....indeed a lot of lessons to b learnt this sem; lessons which i will nvr 4get....:)))
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9:09 AM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
people!!!! u gotta help me!!!am freaking out!!!thank God i'm not too old if not i wld b preparin 4 heart attack!owww!gettin my results tml...some ppl got called by their liason officer to withdraw 4m IAP..i havn't bn called yet..does dat mean i've cleared??i'm sooo scared..scared to hope, scared to dream, scared to face up 2 e world!!!tonite these eyes shall not close--->shall e 1st to open e NP net page and c my results...ok i shall stop being emotional...
lets c..tis hols hav bn 1 of my best..times i will always treasure and remember..done everythin i planned to do in e hols..clubed,slacked,chilled,went 2 e beach,slept a lot, made $$$, irritated my bro, took loads of pics, shopped till i almost died, ate till i hate eating..
e onli thing i didn't manage to accomplish was spend time wit my family...e reason being my bro's xams r goin on and i'm supposed to inspire him to study. huh??? like i did try..i sat wit a veri sad expression on my face and read a novel..he said he feels like readin harry potter..so i sat wit e advertising txtbk..he said stop actin u arn't even memorisin it...so i got fed up and made myself invisible...:) cheers!and wat perfect timing it is..my brother's xams finish on 27th and my IAP begins on 27th..no family time .....ahhhhh
hha oh and i havn't gone ice-skating yet..so lets c dat 1 netime...ok i'm talkin as if am goin back-packin to Mars or sth..but then i feel like dat...i feel like my youth is being snatched :(
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9:14 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
so wat they say is true..when a blog is new, entries flood out..but decrease after a while..hmm not the case with me..nthg much happened: didn't do nething drastic, didn't write ne poems or nething worth penning down.
but now, i sit here so early in the morning nothing to do wanna go back to sleep but not enuff time need to go out soon-->2day's ella's b'day..(soo i dcided to blog)..i missed e apprentice episode on sunday!!ohh no!!!who got fired??i even missed desperate housewives yest went shoppin with mabel and wan jun hehe..but no worries shall download it later..
hols r goin to end soon,I'm scared of the results!!!sux!i'll b murderously vengeful if i don't do well..nways ppl hav fun njoy ur long vacations god bless :>
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11:38 AM
Friday, March 17, 2006
nthg much today.. a pretty boring day..jus slacked at home and had my tuitions.I'm damn bored nthg to do..can't wait to hit the beach..and ya go 2 bugis Village-->shop then bake cookies at wan jun's place/\ in e past my cookies hav turned out like rock buns and muffins so dun say i didn't warn u guys...
i miss poly...albiet the heap of projects and assignments and e heavy laptops i miss it. i guess i can connect it back to my random thout bout missing some1...memories shall flood back when i go to poly so dat shld make me feel guilty i suppose?? mayb ahhh who cares i jus miss frens.
i've bn catchin up on readin tis hols. there was a time when amruta cldn't b seen without a novel but life has bcome soo busy dat there's no time 2 read...i completed readin Deception point by Dan Brown the other day..wunderful bk 1 of my fav authors. if u guys r free, read it.
i used to luv Lesley Pearse bks..still do actually..but i can c there's a certain trend in her talent of writing. In her stories: - main character is always a gal - the gal is always poor - the setting is always pre-war or during war,post war -the gal always has good mannerisms albiet of how much she suffers from poverty. ( dat pt is e funnies-->she writes one whole page on how e gal eats her food or greets ppl)
but still her bks r gd and i read em :)
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8:28 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
It's a sin to live in Food Paradise
well cravings are 1 thing dat is gettin difficult to satisfy...wat doubles e trouble is when u live in a c'try known 4 its authentic cuisine. now this is not 'authentic cusine' but it's a craving..
wat e hells up with Mac??!!! i hate MAc !so much is my hatred 4 MAc dat i didn't eat there 4 18 mths!!! but suddenly am having these huge cravings! so even aft promising myself not to eat there last wk i went there yet again..and cldn't dcide btqwn filet-o-fish, milo, french fries. despite knowin piggin out on food in e middle of nite is a no-no thing i had to had to had to have e whole upsize meal!!! am a sinner but as sharm said satisfy e carvin and it won't cm again. guess she's rite i dun ever wanna eat e burger again nor do i wan fries, esp not aft ella criticised em sayin they're papery!so shoot mAc!!!
as though Mac isn't enuff 2day i had a huge cravin to eat chezels..so 1ce again i had to hav it and then i saw chezels has chezels pom poms hmm not bad...so as i was cuming home balancing 4 bags, i cldn't wait to pop it in my mouth & as unglam as it looks i had to open it on e way and eat it!!!then i had to eat Ice Jelly cos i jus cldn't let it go...and i wanna ban Kopitiam..while i was walkin there was this huge sign announcin POPIAH...and again i had to have it!!! but luckily guys e stall was closed!!! ahah saved 4 e day but i noe i'll visualise it tonite..i walked on and i saw a gal savouring hersheys sundae pie and witout a doubt it's my all-time fav but thkfully am not craving 4 it!
i used to hav a veri strong craving 4 Mee Goreng and well on e journey of eating it, i found e best/worst places to have mee goreng..NP's Galileo cafe has without a doubt the worst mee goreng u cld ever live to eat so dun ever go there. the best??-->Holland Village!
holland v is e wrong place to go..i luv e laksa, popiah there as well..and food republic at wisma is e rite place to go to eat hokien mee!!!it's jus so yumm upon it's presentation!
cc!..dats y they say living in a food paradise is the biggest sin!!!
so i hav made a promise to myself...i shall eat all e things am cravin 4 by wednesday aft dat on a healthy diet there's no way am going to look like an overgrown balloon..so i shall jog 4m bukit batok to raffles place when my intern starts ahah ya rite!!! lol well and there's always Mabel my exercise kaki who like me nvr saw e face of a gym lol
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11:14 PM
6 mths ago i made a promise to myself...keep myself damn busy and join a gym..but e promise didn't materialise..xcuse??--> no gym outfit ..but i did stick to e base of the promise..dancin is a gd way to reduce calories :) jus sleepin itself helps u in reducin hell lottsa cal soo dancin e whole nite is like wow!!!
so i made it a point 2 beautify myself ahem ahem and so i did i went clubbin on wed yet again and no doubt i lost a lot of cals hah hope soo..went to O bar with Sharm and Ella..had a rocking time..though there weren't much cute guys :( sad..
danced with some cute punjabi guy..it wld hav bn better if he didn't do soo much of bhangra on R&B beats..i mean helooooo..and act like a complete poser!sharm ended up dancin with sum veri veri old MAN!!! hahaaaa she ran away e min she knew his age..well lets giv sum credit to e MAN he looked just 25..and ella danced with some1 who cldn't dcide which gal he wanted to dance wit ahah..at 1 pt sharm and i were so high we danced bhangra too but hey we make a pt ok! ppl ard us started 2 do e same 2 e xtent dat we felt realli silly and ella asked us to stop. and we did b4 she died of embarrassment..
then went to e riverside to take lots of pics..where sum guy offered 2 drop us home. when we refused he said he heard sum screams so came 2 check...like helooo cum up with sum logical xcuse heard screams!! like how secluded is e walk by e river! get sum sense!
okies abrupt end tired of writin...hav fun guys
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11:14 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Walking apart.........
We walked at a distance Never coming close Trying to merge the two different worlds we had known. This far I’ve come, just for you Memories of two years all about you
Never did I think I’d end up looking like a fool That too by a person like you The kiss, the hug, the promises mirages of my life Buried in eternity for a lifetime.
Today I look back and think where we went wrong From virtual to reality that we had transformed The time has come to say good-bye And forget the love that we just can’t buy. Let’s walk apart and embrace the world The world that only knows one of us.
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9:11 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
my initial excitement at having gotten an IAP is slowly dissipitating, well not xactly slowly-->rapidly..all thks to the IAP briefing today...
they said that if we fail in any modules, our IAP will b withdrawn..!!!huh!!!sux...I've nvr failed anything b4..failing has NEVER been an option 4 me...but i'm quite scared tis sem..things didn't realli work out properly & so most of my modules which are based on projects are realli on the frail edge..
owww i feel veri down now..how e hell am i going to njoy my hols with the worry hanging over me like an overgrown cloud of terror...i dun even feel like shopping 4 office wear..in case am asked to withdraw:( talkin bout office wear..e company is in main CBD area where the dressing code screams FORMAL!!!as an intern i won't b xpected to dress up totally in formals but mayb smart casuals..and it's goin to b soo weird to b wearing casuals in place where a 360 degrees turn reveals formally dressed ppl....brina is working somewhere ard raffles too i guess in bugis..well atleast dats a + point....
ok back to my results am so so so so depressed!!!!
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5:42 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
OMGGG!!!I'm sooo happy! I got attached to a company 2day hehe:>> was soo scared in the morning when Wj called and told me she got hers...immediately, sleep escaped my eyes and the next i noe i was running down to check e letter box... cos if i hadn't gotten it by 2day...i'd b doomed as i'd hav to work in school! like sch is isn't bad but i'd just prefer to b in the industry...to get some xposure to the field.
Oh and guess wat!!!I got attached to a PR firm ---->Asia PR Werkz Pte LTd in Raffles Place....(just wat i wanted) *winks*i luvvvv dat area..
okies no pt being xcited over it as it's just an intern but aaaahhh trust me am sooo relieved i wun b workin on 'inspiring' projects in sch. !
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2:01 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
just a random thought.. 2day i was thinking why do u miss some1 soo much???and i was enlightened with such an answer that i was shocked and it xplained a lot 'bout my behaviour lately.
it's logical to miss some1 'cos there's something special about that person and the memories u share..dat place where u hung out, had coffee, watched movie..nething...
but missing that person onli cums 4m within..most of the times, we get over stuff and gather ourselves in the day or 2. But! All HAil MS BOllyWood cos she came up wit this ans...lol...It is the guilt of not missing him that makes you miss him..U feel guilty that u 4got the special time u spent together in just a day or 2 and so u keep forcing urself to remember all e small things u shared....like long phone chats, sms, sweet words....
so ppl if ur grievin over some1, jus quit it and get over it 'cos ur not grievin ur just guilty hehe...ok tis is my theory worked 4 me..doesn't work 4 u then too bad..god bless
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12:52 AM
Friday, March 10, 2006
(Click on the pic , it's nice dunno y it appears like dat) omg..wednesday nite=ladies nite was sooo fun!!! wan jun, mabel and I went to MOS and O bar...
we went to wan jun's house 1st to chill out but apparently no time to chill out and hey dat wasn't cos of me!!!all of us were late hehe..wj's mum forced us to eat and finish all e food and we did eat a lot a bad thing to do b4 clubbin actually..hehe oh but i loved the bbq fish, which wj claimed to hav bbqed herself on e pit..ya rite wj i blive u.
e queue at MOS was pretty short and we didn't hav to wait..well de facto we were kiasu ppl..went at 11 itself when there were hardly any ppl....then we dcided to go O bar were we got high on vodka and tequilla haha...after which we dcided to returned to MOS aft about an hr..(wrong decision) MOS was too crowded and i liked e music at O bar!saw some cute guys but o time to fool ard cos MOS was waiting haha..
hopeless 2 dance in the Smoove room though we did try...but aft gettin pushed and nearly suffocating, we went to e main arena..okies ppl now a piece of gd advice..when they r havin foam and bubbles don't, don't and don't tilt ur face upwards! i swallowed foam accidentally!!!and guess wat!!!had a horrible time coughing 4 nearly an hr..no amt of water helps trust me..:(
meanwhile we go surrounded by 4 fugly guys..ughhh so we ran away haha no not realli jus moved ard...
when we were outside MOS , a drunk angmoh came and said Drunk Angmoh:"Hey ladies, you know what I am thinking? I think that....."
Mabel: "You know what I am thinking, I think that you are drunk."*Giggles*
Drunk Angmoh:"I think that you are sexaye."
haha but he was cute if i recall properly lol after MOS we went 4 an early brkfast, late supper/dinner wateva u call it at Mac..whereby some french guy, Maddy sat bside us
Maddy: can i join u gals The three of us: 3 hard stares Maddy: ah ha (while sitting down)so r all of u singaporeans...
so basically he was an uninvited but nice guest...oh and his fren finsihed wj's french fries haha..
Dialogues of the nite: "I think ur shirt is cute" "I think ur sexaye"
Maddy,"R u going back to MOS?" Mady's fren," Ya and she's going to dance with the apple pie in her hand"
Cliche dialogue:" Sorry he's drunk" 4 got how many times we heard dat
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1:52 AM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
i was just looking thru wan jun's blog and read her sec sch days entry... i so agree with u...sec sch days were soo fun, the younger u r the better..skinned knees are easier to mend than broken hearts...
i miss those sec 1&2 days e most whereby we were alwayz MIA(missin in action), sleepin in class behind the textbks, eating when the teacher wasn't looking and playing hide-n-seek with the discipline master to skip classes, the time when ppl in the school gangs were considered cool (puhh lease it seems daff now, makes me almost cringe in reminiscene), and when my english was accentuated with chinese and malay..i find it impossible to speak like dat now..
i remember my frens and i were so sick of running 2.4 km and nvr passing it that we took a cab in sec 4..wonder y we didn't do it 4m sec 1 itself...
wat i miss e most is seeing As and Bs on my test papers...a real rare site in Mass comm...and after playin ard with words i miss Maths..gosh! i dun blive am saying this not after i spent my entire sec 4 yr doing TYS...but it paid off haha..c hard work yields results..Assignments/HW was soo much easier then, yet we complained it was too much..had i had clairvoyance skills i'd hav treasure that time.
but of course am not complaining about poly life...my 2 yrs in ngee ann so far have bn the most memorable especially my yr 2..whereby all of us went thru a vast change. That comes 4m comparing myself as how I was as a fresher and now here I am in my last yr..i realli hope it's last yr a bit scared after giving the killer exams.. and so r most of u I KNOW!!!haha gd luck 4 ur results :>>
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3:31 PM
ahh alas Zenith has materialised...thks to wan jun and sujeet and me but all credit goes to me discredit goes to em haha kidding lol..
lets c how long my this new hobby survives..by the way tis is my 2nd blog ppl...i abandoned e 1st half way haha..and now u all shall b tormented with my poems, complaints, and tales lol
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12:37 AM
The Breeze
The Zenith
Amruta Joshi
True Scorpion
A Wannabe Rich Tai-Tai
Dip in Mass Comm
Currently a Management student (RMIT)
Ex-employee of SAFRA and Teledirect
(Click on the pic , it's nice dunno y it appears like dat)